Nonon Private Convos

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[ Madoka is very into talking about Not Madoka right now, so she just idly nods to that question and brushes it off too to focus on this Satsuki person. ]

Ehh, really? How inspiring.

Not being alone is impressive in its own way - it means she has good, um, leadership skills. Right? Even when I wasn't alone, I wasn't a leader at all. I was always following someone else.

[symphonise]

[ Madoka, you gotta talk about yourself one day. Don't think Nonon doesn't notice that. ]

She's a great leader, and she knew how to scout the right people to help her. We're a good team. [ Nonon has never sounded this soft. ] You had your best friends, right? Tell me about them.

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[ Madoka claps her hands together, because she's always happy to talk about her friends! ]

My best friend is Homura-chan! She's really cool and smart...! And then there's Sayaka-chan, Kyouko-chan, and Mami-san.

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Tell me more about this Homura first. I'll hear about the others after.

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[ Madoka is sooo happy and content right now; this is sapping out the stress from her much better than any face mask or self care routine. ]

When I met her, Homura-chan was really shy, and her body was weak, too. But she fought really hard, for a really long time, just for me. She got so strong, and she was smart and resourceful...

Even when I didn't realize how much she was doing for me, and even when I couldn't be there for her, she kept doing her best.

Everything I did was thanks to her hard work, not my own.

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[ Well, then Nonon is accomplishing her goal. ]

It sounds like she really cares for you. Not many people would change like that for just anyone. But what do you mean everything you did was thanks to her, not you?

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... Talking about it always gets kind of complicated. But...

[ it's not like she minds, it's just that people usually seem confused. ]

Homura-chan's power was to go back in time, and she was dedicated to trying to protect me. That's what gave me so much potential as a magical girl - hundreds of timelines were connected, all centered around... Me. I was able to make a very powerful wish to rewrite the laws of the universe, but only because of what she did.

[symphonise]

[ If Nonon were a science nerd, she'd liken this to potential energy, but she's not! So Madoka's right in that Nonon doesn't understand it all, but she does get the essence of it. ]

Her love for you made you powerful, but have you considered that you could've given her the strength and the reason to do all that? In friendship, in love, things aren't so one-sided like that. It's a two way street, if you two love each other, and it does sound like you love her.

[ People draw Nonon in Madoka's magical girl outfit all the time, but she's more Homura-kin. ]

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Of course I love her - Homura-chan is my best friend in the world.

[ #friendzonedddd ]

But I didn't always know that. In a lot of timelines I didn't know her at all. I couldn't support her.

1/2

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[ Nonon looks into the camera like she's from the Office. ]

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Just a friend, huh?

[ She doesn't know if she should feel more sorry for Madoka or for Homura here. ]

If you didn't know, you can't help that. What's done is done. What matters more is what you do when you do know.

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[ what do you mean 'just' a friend?? did you not hear the word 'BEST'??? ]

Mmhmm. I did my best to make the most of everything she did for me.

[ also i abandoned her forever but that's. fine. ]

[symphonise]

[ do you know the words, "you're gay"??? and the words "homura is ultra gay for you"??

Nonon is 99% sure Homura is in love with Madoka, and she believes Madoka believes in her feelings of friendship. ]

You made it so she didn't have to keep going back in time, but you're now separated.

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I'm always with Homura-chan.

[ in spirit!!!! ]

And we'll see each other again, someday.

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Do you want to hold her hand?

[ She just. Has to know. ]

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Of course.

I like holding hands with people.

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[ She sighs. It's useless. ]

All right. Tell me about your other friends.

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Well... Then there's Sayaka-chan. She was my best friend before Homura-chan... She's still one of my best friends, of course.

She's funny, and brave, and a little bit stubborn, but she always fights for justice...!

[symphonise]

For justice, huh? That's a lofty goal.

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It was a little too lofty, sometimes. But we both thought it was best to let her stay true to herself.

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We both?

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She probably doesn't remember, but we talked about it when I rewrote the laws of the universe.

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[ ... Oh. She thought...

That's sobering. Her voice soft: ]

That's a good conversation to have. If that's what you both wanted, then I'm sure that's what was best.

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Mm.

[ Madoka gives it a moment, but then moves on. ]

Then there's Kyouko-chan. We didn't always get along, but Kyouko-chan made me realize that - sometimes people just need extra time and care, and they can be your friend, too. She's really strong, and much kinder than she seems.

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Oh, there's someone you don't try to get along with at first? I'm curious. What happened?

[ It sounds like a very interesting story. ]