That's not what I mean. All the people who care about you, Madoka... I'm sure they'd say they rely on you. It doesn't have to be for the things that you do. It can just be for the person that you are. Aren't you already enough?
[ That's another thing that's hard to argue. So she's emotional support. She understands that, and agrees... ]
... Sorry.You're right... [ Mostly she just doesn't want him to keep having to pep talk circles around her. But it makes her feel better knowing that he would probably be willing to. ]
It's just hard to feel as useful without my magic.
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Jeez.
Yu shakes his head. ]
That's not what I mean. All the people who care about you, Madoka... I'm sure they'd say they rely on you. It doesn't have to be for the things that you do. It can just be for the person that you are. Aren't you already enough?
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... Sorry.You're right... [ Mostly she just doesn't want him to keep having to pep talk circles around her. But it makes her feel better knowing that he would probably be willing to. ]
It's just hard to feel as useful without my magic.
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Your magic...
[ Have they ever talked about it before? ... does she want to? ]
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Even if she doesn't always realize it, the confidence her magic gave her still lingers, even when the magic itself is gone. ]
I was never very good at anything or very smart. Having magic was my first real chance at being helpful to anyone.
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Every time he hears her talk like this, it fucking kills him she can't see what a bright light she is. For all of them. ]
Tell me about it. I don't think we've ever really talked about your magic before.
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And the rest is... [ Wait. Madoka blinks. Has she really not told Yu about this? She feels like she's told anyone who asked and been over it a bunch.
She doesn't mind, she's just surprised. ]