[ There's no anger in him, truly. Nor disappointment. He honestly does seem at ease.
He considers her, and murmurs: ]
I meant what I said, that you had nothing to apologize for.
... in a way, this is a matter of my ideals, too. I can't claim to have faith in others and rescind it at the first possible sign of trouble. What kind of faith would that be?
... But it wouldn't be wrong to doubt someone when you learn more about them. We only just met, and first impressions can be wrong.
Sometimes people make bad choices, even if they think they're right. Or even if they're good people. I'm not perfect.
[ ITT: arguing about who is more valid. But also, despite saying this, she still isn't expressing regret. Just - understanding, for if Yu were to change his opinion of her. ]
And of course you're right. But I don't want to doubt you too easily, either. I should be willing to give you a chance, shouldn't I? If you give me reason to change my mind, then ... well, I'll deal with that when it happens. [ Mildly, and very straightforward. ]
I wish you had told me first. Actually, I wish you had asked my permission to divulge my god. But what's done is done.
You're a kind person, Kaname-san. But you're practical, too, and you're not naive.
... I don't think you'll give me cause to change my mind. But I know it's possible. [ ... rather distantly: ] I suppose it's always possible.
[ Her words, the repetition of a previous conversation, soften the shape of his eyes quite a bit. ]
Yeah. [ It's a single word, hushed, but there's great feeling in it.
To her proposal, Yu will nod after a thoughtful pause. Much as he's not angry with her, he sees no need to turn down an offer like this, if she's willing. ]
[ Madoka digs in her purse to pull out the journal she's been using - and flips through various little doodles she's done. Doodles of everyone else and their surroundings and the gods. Little notes like the inscriptions on their statues.
When she's at the right page, she silently turns it to face him, to where it says
Senri - Beauty Nonon - Love Yu - Love Hector - Ruin Chuuya - Disorder → Sincerity
After a pause: ]
I haven't really been asking people, so this is just what people offered... And I don't know if anyone is lying.
[ He catches glimpses of the doodles as she flips through the notebook, and he can't help but think it's adorable. Maybe she'll show them to him sometime, if he asks...
But to the point. Yu will glance over the list and nod slowly. Despite himself, what she says makes him huff a quiet laugh. ]
I see... I really can't say I'm surprised. I think we all see the same light in you.
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He considers her, and murmurs: ]
I meant what I said, that you had nothing to apologize for.
... in a way, this is a matter of my ideals, too. I can't claim to have faith in others and rescind it at the first possible sign of trouble. What kind of faith would that be?
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Sometimes people make bad choices, even if they think they're right. Or even if they're good people. I'm not perfect.
[ ITT: arguing about who is more valid. But also, despite saying this, she still isn't expressing regret. Just - understanding, for if Yu were to change his opinion of her. ]
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And of course you're right. But I don't want to doubt you too easily, either. I should be willing to give you a chance, shouldn't I? If you give me reason to change my mind, then ... well, I'll deal with that when it happens. [ Mildly, and very straightforward. ]
I wish you had told me first. Actually, I wish you had asked my permission to divulge my god. But what's done is done.
You're a kind person, Kaname-san. But you're practical, too, and you're not naive.
... I don't think you'll give me cause to change my mind. But I know it's possible. [ ... rather distantly: ] I suppose it's always possible.
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[ to echo a previous conversation they had, Madoka repeats: ]
Thank you for trusting me.
I don't intend to tell anyone else. And... If Ray hasn't told you everything already, I can show you what I know.
[ It's only fair. ]
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Yeah. [ It's a single word, hushed, but there's great feeling in it.
To her proposal, Yu will nod after a thoughtful pause. Much as he's not angry with her, he sees no need to turn down an offer like this, if she's willing. ]
I'd like that.
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When she's at the right page, she silently turns it to face him, to where it says
Senri - Beauty
Nonon - Love
Yu - Love
Hector - Ruin
Chuuya - Disorder → Sincerity
After a pause: ]
I haven't really been asking people, so this is just what people offered... And I don't know if anyone is lying.
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But to the point. Yu will glance over the list and nod slowly. Despite himself, what she says makes him huff a quiet laugh. ]
I see... I really can't say I'm surprised. I think we all see the same light in you.
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... It's nice to be trusted. I just hope that I can live up to everyone's expectations - whatever those may be.