[ she shakes her head, but slowly because she isn't trying to avoid the touch. ]
I told you, I came here just hoping I could... Make a bad thing as good as possible for everyone else. And I've been just as overwhelmed as everyone else - so I don't think I did a very good job at it.
... you have. You keep people grounded, and give them someone to talk to. You've given me that, even though... I think maybe me talking has caused a lot of problems more than it's solved them.
[or
something like that]
... Madopyon, I'm... gonna see if I can save Sasuke.
I don't... have anything confirmed yet, but I'm going to ask. Because... I'm too scared to lose him. More than almost anyone else and I don't think he deserves to be punished, when he was trying to help.
Keep it a secret, please. I don't want anyone to get any... dumb ideas, like trying to switch, in case it doesn't go right.
... I hope so too. But... I'd understand if the person would be nervous not to have it for the last week, or... something like that.
So I might... leave Sincerity, to try to take on that power instead as a failsafe. I don't know for sure yet, but... since Guy-san is with Cunning, and he doesn't plan to move, can I ask Madopyon to think about going back to Cheri?
I just - I like Cunning, that's all. He's nice. [ despite what people keep telling her. ] If this is really the end, then I wanted to stay with him for it.
... But I want to be helpful to Senri-kun, a-and it's like you said - that Cunning will still have other followers, so... I don't mind switching.
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I told you, I came here just hoping I could... Make a bad thing as good as possible for everyone else. And I've been just as overwhelmed as everyone else - so I don't think I did a very good job at it.
I haven't done anything worth thanking.
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[or
something like that]
... Madopyon, I'm... gonna see if I can save Sasuke.
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[ but she freezes up at that last part. that's... ]
But... Is there a way to save someone without getting killed, yourself? [ Like Estelle? ]
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[ . . . and senri just quietly sighs]
I don't... have anything confirmed yet, but I'm going to ask. Because... I'm too scared to lose him. More than almost anyone else and I don't think he deserves to be punished, when he was trying to help.
Keep it a secret, please. I don't want anyone to get any... dumb ideas, like trying to switch, in case it doesn't go right.
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but she doesn't feel like it's really her place to make demands like that. ]
You're always so diligent. [ she forces a smile, and for however tentative it is, she means it. ] I hope it works. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone.
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... I hope so too. But... I'd understand if the person would be nervous not to have it for the last week, or... something like that.
So I might... leave Sincerity, to try to take on that power instead as a failsafe. I don't know for sure yet, but... since Guy-san is with Cunning, and he doesn't plan to move, can I ask Madopyon to think about going back to Cheri?
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[ . . . ]
... Sure. I can - I can do that.
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and peers in just a little closer to her face]
... Madopyon? What is it?
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... But I want to be helpful to Senri-kun, a-and it's like you said - that Cunning will still have other followers, so... I don't mind switching.
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... no, I don't... I don't want to ask you to if it's hard.
[ . . . ]
I'll find you again later, and only ask you if I have no other choice, okay?
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I don't - I don't want you to avoid asking me a favor just because it's not fun. Even if I don't like it, I still want to be useful.
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That's... not a problem, I promise.
But... I'll ask, if I need it.
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Madopyon is at your service, Senrin.
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I'm honored.
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[ . . . and senri just laughs quietly]
Is it okay if I give you a hug now?
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You never have to ask.